When forcing doesnt works...

How many times a person feels that certain things should be done in a particular manner,
but the persons.... the world...
what to say. ?
nothing works in the manner you expect...

What a person could done in this case then.. ?
Hmm...
Emotional blackmail , Big dialogues, Commitments to other on behalf of the thing / work...

Same happening with me.

Know what. .?
The best part is when you live without expecting anything from any one....
Just wishing, my lifestyle changes and i become the same....

Coz expectations really break the relationship.
Damn it, once you are granted, it should be the same all the life, when it is not..
You are hurted....

If its not granted... then also the pain hurts.......

Apart from this...
Now a days.. Me starting reading novel, for keeping in touch with English......
Confidence shattered, coz i am unable to find exact words yaar.....

Why should one wake up early.

What a strange co-incidence...

I found the answer to my previous post, though i think it is still harder to get up ear

The lines below are copied from amitabh bachchan's blog ( he also have copied from somewhere for sure... ;) ]

"When Hanuman desired to gain knowledge he went to the Almighty and asked Him how he could achieve that. The Almighty guided him to the Sun. Go there, he said, the Sun is the giver of all knowledge. When Hanuman approached the Sun he was in for a rude shock. I am continuously moving said Sun, how can I impart knowledge to you. Hanuman was smarter. I shall face you and walk backwards as you move and gain whatever you need to teach me. You keep moving, I shall keep learning.

A symbolic tale ! Which is why the importance of rising before the sun.

The best thoughts and ideas come then. "

Blog of Amitab Bachchan could be found at :

http://blogs.bigadda.com/ab/2008/06/29/day-66/#more-230

Spirituality & me.

It seems to me very strange when people in the name of religion accept things blindly.
At times i am also forced for the same, when it is order of your mother and guru, you cant disobey happily. However, many doubts in the inquisitive mind. If i am told to wake up early and do some japa as opposed to my nature of sleepinglate and getting difficulty to wake early,
i thought at times why... ? ? [:)]
IF doing japa and wakin early is for freshness of mind, i do feel fresh if i am not waking ......
How to judge the unknown factor..