24 done, 25th to go !!!

It was my 24th bday yesterday ...
Now finally converting into a fully grown up man... [:d]

There were celebrations, wishes, but I didnt felt much, many things were log compared to what happens every year....

Anyways, I thanked many persons for the bday wishes by :

aapki duaon ka asar hai,
bhagvad kripa se sab kushal hai,
doston ka saath aur badon ka ashirvaad,
aur kuch nahi chaiye bus is ek wish ke baad...

How.. ?

How the flowing wind be stopped ?
How the determination of a man be tested ?
How the innocence of a child be proved.. ?
How can one be silent when the whole body is so communicative.... ?????
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How can a men prove his faithfulness ???
How can a mother be so hard yet so caring. ?
How can a seed grow in so adversity ??
How can a love be so selfish, yet so supportive. ???

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How can the teacher teach so much when there is no interest ?
How can one know when there is no limit to knowledge ?
How can one trust when there is no way to guarantee it. ?

Well, Communicative .. ???

Nowadays I am not stage-feared, although I remember a incident of my school days, when while participating in a
inter-school debate competition, I trembled, and out of fear,panic and nervousness, I talked too fast for a person to understand.
What i did, I dont know, but I hear feedbacks,It was a over-sped voice,"Son, you had a good material, but you should
present it also very well, you should speak in stage in audible form.You were faster then too fast... :) "
Many years have passed since then, but still, whenever I am on stage, this incident comes to my mind,
and a firmness comes from within, you have to speak good, no matter what.
At times,the wish to speak well make me over conscious also...............
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Ok now back to present scenario, its me again, going over the stage.
Voilla, now I am on the mike, starting words were already prepared.
The salutations, greetings, first line and then the topic name, it came as planned, perfect !!!!!!

And then, the things began..........
When you are over-reactive or hyper-conscious, no matter what you do to protect, the worst happens.
Although it wasnt much bad, I recieved appreciation over my appearance and my presentation of points after the speech,
but still, what happened was ,
I forgot 1 whole point to speak. This 1 point had 5 sub-points, and thus some thing was left behind. :(
I was representating my group, so it pinched me later.

When you are at a leader position, you have to behave well, and consider all.
If anyone in group fails, the group breaks.

I had prepared the points, listed out things, revised them, still while speaking,
when my eyes on stage rolled out, seeing some known faces, I dont know what happened to me,
but the calmness inside me was affected.
The haste and rush, all self-imposed by me to me, caused all this I suppose.
This post is to remind me, never to loose that calmness of me, always be cool buddy....... :)
and of course to share this experience with the readers, dont panic, never !!!!!!!!!!!!

My experiments with papad (Cracker)

So here I am ..... After a series of experimentation with Rotis, I tried to take on the most basic as well as most hardest test on Indian Kitchen.
If you google for papad, you will come to know, what it is, if you are not a Indian, else you already know, what I am talking about.

So it began , my mother was out of kitchen(out of home actually), lunch was already prepared, It was sunday afternoon and with the combination of
rice and daal, I thought to have some Papad.
This idea was a result of various thoughts from my mind.
I should step into kitchen,as my father & his 2 brothers, they all 3 are already a very good cook.
Even My grandfather was a good cook.
And I am not even able to go above making tea...... :(
So this time I thought to have something, to let my genes prove themselves.............
"In Rajasthan, specially in my home and all home of my relatives, we dont use any aid while roasting the papad.
On the Gas burner, it is roasted directly, and it require a skilled person to roast it all over the same.
It should be neither too much roasted, as it is all black then, nor less roasted, as it is all raw then.
Even the spots that remain, spoil the all fun."
Thinking about all these, I was in the kitchen with gas on and papad on hand.
I tried my best to roast it equally. I succeeded in roasting half of the area, Just when a terrible thing happened.
People can have burnt papads, but it is never that the whole papad gets flamed......
I have never seen something in my kitchen till now.
But it happened. ..............
The papad itself set on fire, and I knew, No fire extinguisher can save it.... ;)
I then somehow managed to put the flame off from the papad, and save some of it. :)
The whole incident made me learn a new lesson,
when it comes to kitchen, It is better to stay out !!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally Cleared SCJP

So it ended finally. It had to. The Determination was high, although the road always seemed to be more darker and darker....
Heavy work loads from office, works at home and my association with Arsha Vidya Teertha (avtjaipur.org, avtjaipur.blogspot.com) left very little time for me.

I started and ended my preparations like forgetting all the things that I studied when starting, at least 7-10 times...

Still, at last what it matters most is that you succeed and your hard work pays....

I know, I am not a born topper, and in the exam also, I didnt scored much high.
People gets 90%, 95%, 97%, I even am not in the 90s or 80s....

But it doesnt matters now. Party Time folks !!!!!!!!!!!!!